heyyy.. it been a quite sometime huh. got miss me?? hahas. aryte let me start for the month of June Camp was A W E R S O M E !! two thumb up. i wish the days will be longer. cos the only thing i miss is the hostel!! hahas. & ya not forgeting our 2 cute camp instructor that never fail to make us LOL & to bond us. going miss those time. hopefully there will be more camp to come:DD went to Malaysia for movie marathon day before camp with sister Hala & besties Flizah together with her boyfriend & friend. it was a tiring:(( & it is my first time ever travel to Malaysia by bus -.- we stuck for an hour plus at the Malaysia checkpoint >.< lucly it's air-con if not.... zzzz... & again it's the first i watched movie in Malaysia. it such a dissapointment. they can smoke in the cinema like WTH do manners at all!! totally uneducated. then dare to woo me?? heyloo go look urself in the mirror first lah. typical malaysia. ok enough of those idiot just spoil my mood. did a pedicure too but seriously saying it's not worth -.- & due to that i have to bought new slipper since i wore shoe. & one top! i will rate this Jb trip 5/10 but well lesson learn.

now about him.. i did try not to think of him not to miss him but i just can't:( i know i can if i would want to... i think 'm being selfish here. all i want is for him to text me first & i got this mindset if he didn't text me i won't text him. & i will make assumption & always negative assumption about him while i got no idea whether it's true. cos if i really love him is me the one that make the move, is me who try my best to get him. cos if i kept think negative i will never move forward. before it's too late & lost him i really need to do something. it been 2 week or more since our last meeting. i did lie if i don't miss u at all :( meet up ok??

I T ' S J U N E !! month tat going be a blast & best month for the year? maybe!! firstly camp is coming this 14-15 June:D follow by 3 week holiday.. & most important things is Maher Zain concert live in Singapore!! so many event have been plan. will spent all the time i had for this holiday cos after this hols, hell going start:( well school have been so stressful but manageable.. espcially with awersome friend around you. 2 paper down so does Napfa so left with 2 more paper.. all the way Aishah. after tomorrow will start study all the way cos last paper is the tougher amoung all module & i really have to do well since i screw my first paper:( now having body aching & cramp due to Napfa:((
♥♥♥290511♥♥♥ i just can't get over it!! i got to meet him!!!!!!! after 1 month plus.. we really have awersome night. i totally happy!! but now i miss him danm totally miss him. no text, no calls.. yeah i know he is in NS but... well i guese i have to understand his situation right now:/ wanted to text him but.. well if he meant to text me he would. so i will patiently wait. as what its said something that u always expect it won't happen but something u don't expect its always happen!! but one things that kills me now is i miss you so much boy:(( don't tell me we can only meet once a month ok?? but i have to start to prepare myeslf mentally cos i won't know what will happen. there's no string attached between us so i must know that u can just leave me anytime. i must learn not to give my all to u cos it will hurt me in future. alryte will be away quite sometime will update soon after my last paper ok:))

down with flu running nose is killing me:(( well life always been stressful? correction it how u manage the stress.. ok 1 paper is down POA but i screw up not hoping atleast a pass. feel totally ease. but still got 3 paper to go & NAFA is next week!! hate it, hate it >.< but have to go through it anyway no point bugging. now BEV the killing subject ever!! but im going do well since i screw my POA will prove my teacher wrong. though i always come late, sleep in class, put earpiece in my ear when he's teaching i did study ok.. so something unexpected happen!! he text me.. am i happy, schoked, mad, but all i can said its really a surprised. but well don't put high hope. i did reply him but i don't know if tat is the right thing i supposed to do cos i once told him tat im leting go.. but well its just as a friend & i guese its not wrong. but i just hope he really mean to text me not text me when he go no one to text. anyway Relationships can never be perfect. You can never force your partner to be faithful in the same way that a normal relationship should be. What’s important is that at the end of the day, you find each other side by side and you’re happy knowing that he/she is yours. We need to enjoy the relationship while it’s there, for if you waste your time in doubts and insecurities, you’ll never appreciate how wonderful it is to fall in love. JUNE is coming!! so many event has been put up plus holidays!! yeah so guys keeo urself update kay. well tats all for now i guese:)) some photo to wrap up the post:DD