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TODAY WEDNESDAY 29 APRIL :D

wake up as normal at 6.00am iron uniform since yesterday never iron den bath wear uniform comp hand den go school meet Sofea den we walh to school. reach school see "he" come lah after the two days mc and i say good bcoz i can gave the gift and card to Shi Kie infront of him. heeehehee ;P. thought want gave on recess time but we eat so slow today so thought later go MT waht so before we MT gave him ferst but again cannot bcoz was in a hurry and the answer is last period lah and when go home time gave. so when finish school caled him and he was okeey (bcoz i thought he still mad at me) but nope he not. yeah so pass him the gift at ferst he don't accept bcoz he said he alreday forget and not even thought of that Sun happen but after talked to him he agree and accept is. yeah . (luckly eu eccept if not i will feel bad okeey Shi Jie) den went compass point ferst bcoz want go take the Starbucks thing lah den go back school and why to go complete EBS. zzz. but stupid computer lab never open and library out of bound but we were told that we can use the IMAC computer. was happy but get irritated too bcoz there no microsoft word and we are not used to use that so never did anything so since we never to anything we got take funny picture since IMAC get take photo and edit. (photo will update soon bcoz Sofea haven't upload yet) after an hour i think of taking lame and funny faces we aslo called it the day since we are all tired and all wanted to go ler.. so recah home mummy not at home and brother say she go compass so called her and she say meet her bcoz he wanted to but the wire lah so meet her buy then go pasar malam and mummy bought burger fer me but till now haven't yeat it since mummy say go try if i can use so try and yeah can that why can online now and uptdade blog. okeey i think i want go eat my burger ferst not sure will be online later annot.

[: alryte thanks fer those who sincerly read my blog :]

don't get confuse reading. is three days of story :)

hey people :P
sorry, sorry and really sorry .
zzzz ..theree days of mising and four days of the last post.
lots of things happen and was not that busy lah but due to some thing happen on Sun which really piss me off and really upset me (was very mad also) and it is the worst day that happen throughtout my 15 pluss, plus on earth. but fer me is just a scary nightmare and i won't want remember. (but it's real people just i took is as nighmare) but really i ..... whatevever i better stop not to continue. it very sensetive and i alreday past anyway :]

lets talk bout (monday) and yesterday(tuesday) . after the incident (on Sun one) it was mon as the thing happen on Sun. wanted not to go to school that day bcoz of what happen on the day before(on Sun one) but after a thought i rather go bcoz mid-year is coming and now is the best tyme to revise since this is the tyme where all teacher will be doing revision and prepare us fer mid-year so go school and "he" never come (better) but was moody and never focus and Shi Jie never talk to me yeah i know i was wrong but as eu know right Shi Jie i really piss off with hym. (eu noe right who i refer to) so i'm thinking of making something to ask for his forgiveness and make card bcoz i really in a wrong and have to apologise half way done and when i looked at it i was amazed bcoz lots of trouble doing that card (so Shi Jie eu should be lucky okeeyy hehe;P) and i found it worth bcoz it really nice and cute lah (a bit like kids card) but i happy bcoz i did that all by myself and by my own idea okeey. ;P that why i could'nt on comp and plus my cousin is using the comp (doing her school project) and i end making the card at 2am or 3am like that but still haven't complete but will finish in school tomorrow and was damn tired and without delay not even clean up the mess on my study table with my bed full of CLEAN cloth that haven't yet put inside drawer just jump to bed and sleep ...

(this was on Monday, 27 of April)

next morning thought want wake up at 5am bcoz school uniform haven't yet iron i thought want continue doing the card and finsh it but was damn tired so wake up at 6.05am, 6.10am like that so quickly iron cloth deb bath do some clean up but no tyme to continue and finsh the card. go school meet sofea ferst den walk to school reach school luckly we were not late and ferst period is MT (mother tongue) and i can continue and finsh it up and gave to Shi Jie but since "he" (not Shi Jie uh) never come den thought next day gave which is today lah. so can continue at home. and yes i did at home at yeah i finsh it. and know what my fav chinese show also end as the last espisod is yesterday. zzzz . den actually wanted to online bcoz die, die i have to on comp due to search the stupid EBS thing but my comp breakdown. zzzz . was very angry but lucky today mummy buy the wire back that why can online yeah :D

(this was on Tuesday 28 April)

PS: TODAY (WEDNESDAY) WILL BE WRITTEN AND UPDATE ON THE NEXT POST WHICH WILL BE JUST ABOVE THIS.

urrrrrgggghhhhhhhh ! B O O O R R R E E E D D D !

today no need wake up early bcoz not need help babysit tution teacher son so just go fer tution at 1.30. was very early today as usually if never babysit meet and wait fer cousin ferst at
" Rumbia " LRT station. after 5 to 10 mins of waiting arrived den we walk to tution teacher house. tution fer one and half hour den go home. ferst thought want go meet nichol bcoz want go see his hamster as yesterday cannot go see. thought he is free and he did not have something on but he say he got basketball . zzzzz grrrrrr ! (if it is me he always have reason fer it but if "her" cannot can be can) whateverlah okeeey . anyway use to it alreday. so try ask Shi Jie if he can accompany me lah bcoz don't want go home bcoz was ealy and i already told mummy that i will be meeting my fren to go see his hamster. he den say he never go out lah but at night den got out but he say he later at night need go out with his friend. and i think eu should noe the answer is duh .. nope and not meeting him either :( what a shain Saturday ):
but noe what god not that cruel. was very frausted suddenly i receive a called thought was mummy but it was my so called "friend" hehe ;P
he ask whether i'm free annot bcoz he was bored so i say yes lah and tell him (what i wrote at the top) den he say ouhk don't worry and he say it just the right tyme and what a coincidence so meet hym at Compass Point since we both were hungry so we go have our meal at KFC. he wanted to pay fer the meal but i refuse so we both pay our meal by ourself. after we have our meal we go walk-walk. receive called from mummy and ask to go home bcoz she wanted to accompany her to go speech or in malay is "syarahan" something lyke that lah. reach home mummy say we will go ard 7.30 lyke that (duhhhh if i noe i don't go back early haisss going be alone lah tonight) but i say don't lah bcoz i want see my malay show at 8.30 and tomorrow i got religion class and need wake up early. den mummy say up to eu lah. that why on comp bcoz maybe at night will not be online lah. see how lah. alryte stop here fer now.

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hey :P
school today was okeey lah as normal. but my mood don't why change2 ferst okeey den not okeey den okeey again. and ofcoz got to see all the crazy act of my cute and wonderful calssmate. the so called "TWIN" Ke Hao and Ashnee. they were once i hated the most but now they are one of my loved classmate okeey. their lame and crazy act make all laugh and that makes our class happening and that how we born as one :D


ferst was english lesson with my beloved english teacher Mrs Norlinda we were told to write comp. zzz (don't want to actually) but i'm good student what zzz so i do and yes i finish it YEAH ^-^ ! den math lesson as normal talk " cork " with Mr Nazied (but talk-talk we still did work okeey) den P.E. thought want play captain ball but non-change due to yesterday we all got nafa so sit in class and Mr NazRI say we can do on own work. wanted to sleep but cannot so sit2 haed down here and there and see the rest of the classmate. den came the most loved time for my class R E C E S S ! all ran as normal ler lyke nvr eat before. and yeah ! today and every friday recess was with "HYM" and can see "HYM" (hehe:P) went to buy food and aunty say "why so quiety and moody?" den i say very tired lah and smile. after stomach have full is........zzzzzzz ! the worst and most hated subject fer all of us EBS ler ! MR TANG ! zzzzz .. but no choice want or don't want still need go. but luckly today Mr Tang never scold lah his mood was okeey (bcoz his basketball tean was in the National Final and they win) W H A T E V E R okeey :P after an hour lesson is go home. :D
went cp with sofea we go walk2 since we are bored. while we wre walking, we receive called from Adilla say Mrs Cheng was petrolling at cp. OMG ! so me and sofea quickly got out from cp go home zzzzz..


reach home thought want meet Nichol want go see his hamster since i can't adopt it :( but Nichol say he going play badminton we sj so cancel and cannot go see hamster ): was very shian and was hungry and the same time so open music and listen song and fallen asleep but fer a while only not even one hours of sleeping receive meg from cousin asking to comfirm go out annot bcoz we plan to go out today. at ferst i don't ler bcoz the whether was hot and i was very tired and i heaven do my tution teacher hmwk. but pity her so just agree lah that why i wrote my blog in this hours bcoz will not be online at night. alryte gtg alreday. taking care and will update soon :)



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AQUILA CHEERLEADING AND SPORT CARNIVAL :D

AQUILA WE DID IT YEAH :D !

PERFORMANCE TYPE ^-^ !

LASY DAY FF PRACTISE AND YEAH WE COMPLTE THE DANCE :P !

hey :P
i back after been mising fer almost more that a week..
last week my time table was fully pack and was very busy.

everday go home late till 9 pm and was too tired and no tyme to online either to uptade.

was busy practise fer cheerleading that was held on sport Carnival 2009 last saturday. now what we only go THREEEEE DAYS ! of choreography and to practised before the event. is not fair right. zzz. but as a senior and last year here i just go and join while at ferst i don't want. so we start our practise on wednesday till fri and before the event which is on sat we also practise.

after a 3 whole day practise the real event came and we are the ferst to perform. all of us was nervous but we just drop that nervous and show what we got. and yes we did it and we really have fun right ? eventhough we are the last team but all of us did our best. serious saying my aim is not to win but want to contribute something fer the school becuase this is my lasy year. and not bcoz i loose i say this before i was told to join i alreday have this in mind.

after the cheerleading the sport carnival start and all games can be played. but i didn't play bcoz the game was lame. zzzz . but i got play one game which last minute calling TUCK-OF -WAR and we represent our house AQUILA ! two teacher and eight student. (all of us plus the two teacher we are skinny people) and we have to fight and all the competitor was strong and all the game we lost. zzz. but we really have fun and this is the tyme fer us to bond with our teacher and i don't care loose or win. so overall Sport Carnival was fun and really fun not lyke what i thought. :D

MONDAY 13 April and TUESDAY 14 Apri 2009 :

HAPPY ! HAPPY ! HAPPY ! :P
ATLAST I GOT THE PHONE THAT I BEEN WANTING ! grrrrrr... yeah2 and it was PINK ! zzzzz xD ! but it cost a bit expensive lah but since i want it just buy and have to top myself never mine. but was very angry when reach home check no memory card ! urggggghhh ! so "tomorrow" which is today thought want go back the shop and ask but got cheerleading until 7 plus not only that i also miss my fav show . zzz -.-
but is okeey lah bcoz this will be my last cheerleading at my last year there so why don't i take this tyme to show some contribution before i leave. so trainning was hard lah bcoz we only got 3 days never included today so we really have to practise more. body was sticky lyke what so cannot wait to go home recah home straight go bath and was " SHOCK " :D .
so still got tyme update blog lah bcoz will be away fer few week and will be not update. okeey that all really sorry if not really active in blog :]

thanks fer those who sincerly read my blog !

veli-veli and will be veli-veli busy fer this week will not be post maybe. reverse back what happen fer the last week seen the last post was on Thursday.

FRIDAY 10 April 2009 :
nothing intresting happen basically it was a GOOD SHIAN FRIDAY fer me and school was close due to the public holidays. wanted to go out will classmate but all can't make it duh. thought there were malay dance trainning but also cancel so was veli-veli shian bcoz nothing to and decided to sleep zzzz and normal must wake at 7 watch fav movie den after that watch channel 8 show den sleep again. alryte that all veli shian right .. zzzz .

SATURDAY 11 April 2009 :
wake up at 8am bath and get ready fer babysit tution teacher son as usually and get out from home a bit early bcoz mummy ask to go to Town Council to pay don't what things since it near my tution teacher house. and ouh no i reach half an hour early so go RM toliet and stroll there fer a while but all shop was close zzzz. den see tyme is 10am the tyme should be babysit her son and at 1.30 as usually again cousin come and tution start till 3. go home staright since never meet hym to go eat and reach home still early nothing to do. again sleep lah and i called myself "sleeping beauty" from now. :P ! wake at 7 watch fav movie den after that watch channel 8 show den sleep again lah till next morning. as i say my daily lyfe routine was very shian.

SUNDAY 12 APRIL 2009 :
again need wake at 8am fer religoin class :[
as i say no rest at all and weekend also need wake early lyke go school zzz ..
so wake iron uniform den bath ready to go religion class. after 3 hrs plus den go home. reach home was very hungry bcoz morning never eat before go religion class and reach home mummy never coooccckkk ! grrrrrrrrrrrr ! was damn mad ! but lucky inside fridge got some frozen food so deep fry them den eat and as i say i'm sleeping beauty right. so jump onto bed and sleep :P. and i noe eu will noe what i'm going say after this "wake at 7 watch fav movie den after that watch channel 8 show den sleep again lah till next morning." lols ;D ..

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suppose to me wonderful but it painful .

THURSDAY 09 APRIL xD

two days of Sheraton Towers and this is the last day .
it was not what i expected and it worst .
thought it will going be the best last day of Sheraton but the opposite .
as usually gather at G O then board the bas reach there and today we will be doing housekeeping (was to be fun but bcoz of those idiot it screwed up). that one of the problem but worst is and it hurt to see that bitch was worst than a bitch. yeah is true that eu guys are best friend lyke before but that doesn't mean eu can go overborad and do whatever eu want right ? zzzz (as i say eu are just worst that a bitch).

and bcoz of them the one not involved to be blame. sorry to Shi Jie and Choon Yong. i was angry at someome isle eu guys were the one get it. sincerly sorry okeey [: (as eu guys once say he is jus a good pretended and a big sweet-talker) and it true i noe reliese that the way he are and the sweet word makes girls melt. but how bad he is and how worst he are he still my classmate and once make me happy but just to be more carefully next time when with him don't easy take what he does in heart or took that seriously. but after all i still can't denia that i will melt lah evertime he were with me xD. but who won't get angry right if someone go over ur head ! duh .

after an hours it tyme to go home. get in the bus thought want sit with Shi Jie but Nazirul alreday sat beside me but is okeey. and was very tired plus the journey back is long so fell asleep. but while sleep also not peaceful (was thinking about just now lah was very sad) den after a while of sleep reach school. and just about i got dowm the bus friend all ask " why just now in the bus sleep the face was so stress and lyke not peaceful ? " then i reply " my heart hurt damn hurt lah " reach home thought want on comp but no mood to chat either to online due to what happen. (that why never update post) straight go inside room at lock myself and cried. all tears were let out. thinking to online atleast can reveal my sadness.


so sms Shi Jie (knowing that his bills alreday BOMB!) " got online tonight ? "
he den reply " not sure.. Even if i online also will be around 10 plus alreday.. Hahas. wat happen? " den reply back " huh ? so late nvm lah i thought ur bill bomb alreday? " . den he reply "I try online later, then you tell me lo.. ya bomb alreday. Lols. i reply " okeey. if ur bills never bomb we get chat here and i will share with you what happen. but it okeey lah with eu reply is make me much better. " he reply (this meg make me really cheer up and stop from crying aymore:) " Lols, Nvm.. Its okay.. You talke care too.. Next time by coincidence we say each other online then you tell me la! Hahas. " look at clock is alreday 9.15 ! OMG ! chinese show alreaday start. luckly today the epsiod was quite funny and can less make me smile[: and forget about him and what had happen xD ! and after the shows end then go sleep and this tyme can sleep very well and in peace. thank you so much Shi Jie ! yeah and sent him his sweet sms that been long tyme never sent ! " no worries that sweet sms wrote by me and i never sent to" HIM " before [:
what a unlucky day and misereble .

alryte thank fer those who sincerce read my blog :P

two days never update since the last post. as normal veli, veli the busy. zzz (see fav movie) hehe . school was quite okeey . but at last lesson that something happen till it hurt. he now close back with her and they were close as how they does. i don't why i feel hurt ? i really confuse with my feeling. but everytime whenever i saw him with her it hurt. haisss .. maybe i'm i love with hym but that cannot happen i won't want to lose the friendship that we have build just bcoz of my love toward him. i really have to avoid this feeling before it go further. i aslo noe we can't and never be together bcoz eu alreday gave ur heart to someone isle. maybe we just be close friend as we does. but the care and concern that eu show toward me make me think that ur are mine forever and i will get angry whenever eu ignore me and go with her. i noe maybe to eu what happen today and what eu say it won't last long. tomorrow eu will sure forget. but i can't. it really hard for me to do that bcoz whenever eu did that i will remember forever and feel more than that and i felt oveboard till i forget eu just a friend to me. the sms we use to sent each other make me more wonderful and touches my heart but as i say eu don't take that serious it just to make eu happy for a moment and fade the next day. before it too late i have to avoid this feeling and always put this in mind "EU ARE JUST A FRIEND TO ME NOT MORE THAN THAT" i alreday lost one and i won't want to lose the second tyme . but what hurt most when i look at the girl that he in love with. ya she is far more cute than me as he once say and she have a white skin. not only that by seeing that it make me think that i'm not fer you bcoz between she and me we have lots of diffrent. and i think that i'm ugly bcoz i can't manage to win you but maybe eu not that kind of person just go by look but maybe it can be yes too. as i say between her and me there lots of diffrent and ofcoz eu will choose her bcoz eu have alreday gave ur heart to her. even if it hurt i just pray fer ur happinese but i hope eu will not forget our friendship that we once build the laughter and love in our friendship. but i glad knowing eu as a friend is the best a i'm very lucky and please. to avoid from this thinking and feeling i try taking photo of me without make-up not even a powder and it really nice and cute and i change and say " i'm preety and cute" maybe people don't see but it rather to be hidden then see. here who noe eu will think the same too xD . right,right, zzz. OUH NO ! is that my eye ? so big :P (but i noe still can't be compare with sofeaadilla)okeey going watch the chinese movie at channel 8. want see my handsome hero Dai Yang Tian xD ! wait fer the upcoming update [: thanks fer those who sincerely read my blog :]

religion class was fun as normal and i was very sleepy and hungry. ): after finsh religion class go home recah home see mummy never cook . duh .. so got to eat whatever is there. OMG ! no bread and netella also finish zzzzz -.- and have to eat some tibits den go sleep. but today wake quite early ! wake clean up my room and vancum till my hand hit the sharp think and got blood. velli, veli, the pain ): veli, veli not a good day today. den go iron school uni and end at 7 plus and yeah my fav show ! hehe. but never get watch till the end bcoz was veli, veli hungry so mummy brought go compass point. wanted to go pasa malam but was very late that's what mummy say. so we have our food at compass point and i wanted to eat Long John Sliver but mummy want eat KFC ): again not my day shian. but no choice bcoz my stomach was kicking-kicking -.- after eat go home den on comp for a while to update post and do blog skin and at the same tyme was very sleepy and my eye was so "sepet" (small). okeey lah cannot stand anymore tomorrow got school. haisss .. need wake early . alryte thanks fer those who seincerly read my blog :)

babystitter + tution (:

tution + babysit that's what every Saturday i did and i loved it xD ! 1.5 hrs of babysit den 1.5 hrs tution. quite tiring but use to it already since i love kids so much, hehe ^ - ^

finish tution thought want meet Nichol (classmate) to ask him acompany me to have my food but was very lazy so go home staright. reach home eat den sleep bcoz was too sleepy and tired due to yesterday got dance parctise.

wake up at 7.35pm (was forcing myself) OMG ! my fav show alreday started. zzzz . quickly wake up never wash face on tv and watch the show bcoz yesterday i alreday miss it! den while watching, reply to Nichol sms bcoz was asleep when receive his sms. he text this "eh i going sunway liao, i going make passport tmr" due to his expiring date. was so glad and veli, veli happy bcoz at ferst he didn't want to go due to some reason . but miracle happen out of the blue he change. yeah-yeah xD
okeey is very late and need go to bed. tomorrow early morning need wake up fer religion class.

okeey thanks fer those who sincerly read my post fer the day ^-^

SHERATON TOWERS xD

evethough is just a half a day tour there we really have fun but as normal lah whenever we were having fun there always someone simply can't see other having fun and there a bit misunderstanding and as normal i was the one to be blame. but lucky we can settle is soon. okay drop that topic okeey . just make me piss off !

0100 hrs outside general office den take bus go to Sheraton Towers. reaching there all was HL (howlian) bcoz they have not been to a Five Star Hotel before unlike me. so we start of with theory fer an hour listening to the talker and need to copy some notes (hates and so sian) and before we proceed for our tour we got break and some refreshment and food ready fer us. and again all rush and took all the food lyke been years never eat. hehe ^ ^.
(but they are cute in that way. zzzz -.-)

come to the best part tour at Sheraton Towers we went to the pools, kitchen, spas, restaurant, and some rooms. was amazed me is the Deluxe room that much more bigger than our HDB flat and was cost S$1000 to S$1500 per night. but it much worth paying. we then given a chance to explore and look ard the rooms and the toliet was amazing :) but that not really attract me what attract me most is the BED ! grrrrrrrrahhhhhhhhh xD ! it lyke a princess bed and was very awesome and noe what there thought pass my mind saying ......
" wishing this was my bed and was sleeping with hym zzzzz.. "
oupss STOP ! can't continue wait tomorrow pink dots appear (pimpler)

after a long day but worth it. 4B turn and we have to wait fer about 1 hour but we really have fun when we start the jokes and laugh lyke nobody business.
PS: sorry Nazirul eu are the joker, "dogs" and victim fer the day)
but we noe eu won't take that as insult and never took to heart not lyke "SOMEPEOPLE" understand and understood okeey :)

and ofcooooozzzzzzz HOME SWEET HOME !
what a long tiring day but was really having fun.
and my eye is sleepy now my bed is calling.
write up soon .

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APRIL+FOOL xD

APRIL FOOL here APRIL FOOL there .
that what happen today . zzzz .
trick here and there and i'm their victim. ):
by who ? friend and mostly from my beloved classmate !
today veli and veli long day and also tiring evethough now sleep till tmr mornin still got tired . mummy say to drink this coffee name not mistaken " kacip fatimah " she say is good fer girls and avoid fer tiring but for god seek i never drink coffee as eu noe the taste is suck. but seriously nothing much happen today is just a boring day not as the day before. hehe (: (only sofea girlfriend noe) but today also starting to start blogging hope will get use to it :)
PS : wait fer upcoming post.

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