actually i don't want write a post today i just wanted copy paste from those gerek people but all of them wrote two to there sentence den i will make it short too lah. hahas. there something bad happen on my family today and if i'm going share it will just make me cry. it too pain and it hurt too. been years of keeping this and will be still just keep it only god know how hurt i am. and the only thing i can do is just pray to god abd hope one day everthing will be fine one day. that why i still here and those friends and beloved 4A that give their support and non-stop make me laugh. i would like to say my fully thank to my 5 years friend SOFEA !

CHECK LIST AND REWIND BACK WHAT HAPPEN TODAY..... 30 JUNE 09

• was late today for school. wake up late
• second day of scholl and today got EBS. pffftt
  after school wanted go Swensen due to there buy one free one mea
  but reach there finish. duhhh.
• so got eat Pizaa uh. and really have fun.
  

REWIND TO 29 JUNE..

• fesrt start of school
• and due to HN1 things we need took temperture twice a day.
• super shian. pffftt
• reach school 8 to 10 teacher station at the gate with the mask on their face
• get new time-table
• and co-form change. urrgggg.
• i want MDM IDA lah
• hope the new co-form is good uh
• so as mormal meet crazy mate wonderful teacher
• school was fun ler
• end school go home staright

sorry for the lack post uh. was a bit busy ler. hahas. did i heard that today is ferst start of school ? hahas. well i loved school okkey so not a problem . alryte no worries i will divide my missing post equally and i need hurry too. need go do English hmwk ler. it should be holidays hmwk but i so "good" ba. hahas. but i did finshed half left halt the writting uh Paper 1. pfffttt

27 June 09, SATURDAY: wake up early because i was involed it charity work at Sengkang Cc "RUN FOR KIDS" something like that. reach there at 10am but when reach there Mr Tang said the packing of bag will start at 11am. pffftt. so we went KFC for breakfast since i haven't took my breakfast in morning. den when back Cc because see clock it 11. and yeah the fun start. pack2 until 12 we should end at 3 but since got lots of people help so we end early. den go catch movie. meet sofea ferst at Tamp den Me, Chee Kay, Phoebe and Tricia head there meet sofea. planning of what movie to watch we decided the show and time and we got half hour or one hour before show so go Mac since sofea want have her lunch. guese what movie we watch ? TRANSFORMER? DRAG ME TO HELL? nope is GHOST OF MY GIRLFRIEND PAST. swear it super fun ler. i should not eleborate uh. though got tution (cover for next lesson) ba but receive sms tution cancel. yippppiiii. hahas. walk-walk at Tamp den go home since we don't want go where. reach home did on comp but a while only was super tired ler.

28 June 2009, SATURDAY: wanted want watch TRANSFORMER ! since i been waiting to watch that but Sofea can't make it so cancel.:[ but today tution not cancel ler. so 1.30pm got tution till 3pm no need baysit at 10am just come for tution. den meet mummy due to want go popular bought this storybook and went Rivervale Plaza need buy shock. den bought clip too. den receive called aunty and uncle want come so cannot played comp ler that why cannot update and check my blog.

29 June 2009 SUNDAY: T R A N S F O R M E R ! yeah i got to watch this movie atlast. hehe. thanks to Sofea ler. hahas. luckly she was free so meet her meanwhile we still need go Cc again charity things ler. but put that a side just go. buy ticket den have our luch at Mac again. hehe. but there's intresting happen too lah. i don't think i would share. hehe. wait people say GIRLS are "desperate: and it very pervert want we saw. right sofea? hahas. eu know i know uh. want know come to me myself and asked okeey. hehe. see clock four alreday and we still at cinema, what time we will reach Mr Tang will be angry ler. hahas. so staright show end head back Sengakang CC reach at 5pm i think so change cloth since all need wear same. den sit-sit help some stuff till 8 den go home. reach home on comp a while uh need go iron uniform ler and tomorrow school start somemore. so today need update all so tired ler. hahas. very long right. hehe. alryte i'm done atlast. there photo enjoy okeey. see ya.

PS: today post will be update tomorrow plus combine with tomorrow post okeey.

24 JUNE 09 LOVED !

it just two day i went missing and a losser spammer trying make mess again. i think he/she don't understand manner or he/she really have a thick face. but heck care lah don't add on the mess and wrote bout him. just took sapce and make post dirt. he want think i'm a despo or what up to him lah. if you talk to idiot i think they did try to understand. so well yesterday i thought want go study lah and do stack of homework that why i on for a while only. but den lazy do and end never do ler. hahas. aryte i'm super happy. 24 JUNE 09. hahas. well here it goes as i did mention in my recent post early ba. did i say that something going happen. 4A BBQ and BOWLING our gathering atlast after 3 week of school holidays and been not see each other. was not that sucess lah but we really have fun and that doesn't mean 4A sprit die right ? hahas. whole day was rain but we still continue but i didn't spent lots on BBQ lah i go follow the guys fishing. SUUUUUPPPPPEEEERRRRR FUN LER. hahas. right Shi Jie, Dion, Jerome, Khairul and Fazli. hahas i was crowd wif guys huh. hahas. while having fun looked at Khairul and Fazli fishing receive called from Alwin say he coming so me, Shi Jie and Choon Yong head to meet him. actually after meet Alwin we want staright back looked Khairul and Fazli fishing but we just remember that Fazli asked we to go to the pit to take prawn since he need it for fishing so we plan that we took food also and eat at there. hehe. when we reach bbq pit there food was cooked so we took what we need and just off left the girls there. hehe. sorry. actually we bought food for khairul and Fazli but on the way there all eat so left one or two pieces for them. hahas. den see clock we should head back and help pack things up since none of us want stay overnight so we need hurry due to we will be taking last bas home. aryte there photo but not many lah since MY classmate so shy taking photo and photo is not needed to make it fun ba. meaningful memorise stay in mind and heart not by photo. so enjoy. hahas. THANKS MY BELOVED 4A FOR YOUR CONTRUBITION. LOVED ! SEE YOU SOON MONDAY:P

MY BELOVED 4A

US LER :D

I LOVED THIS PHOTO PFFTT. HAHAS. my hair super nice. hehe

SHARIYAH MAINTAIN OKEEY. HAHAS

KHAIRUL !!

OMG ! YOU LOOKED LIKE ONE "APEK" BA.

THIS one, MOUTH NEED TO MAINTAIN SHI JIE

LOOKED IM IN HAHAS. ONLY THE ONE SEETHE CAMERA

SEEM SO BUSY HUH?

ARE TRYING TO SHOW THAT EU CAN TOUCH THE FIRE

LOOK WHAT I SPOT. COUPLE ?

BLUR-BLUR ASLO WANT TAKE WITH ME

THE FOOD NICE UH. OFCOZ SEE HOW I EAT MY MOUTH FULL

THE GUY THAT PROVE ME WRONG .:]

EX-CHAIR AND CHAIR. I'M PROUD OF YOU UH !

CANDID !

CHAIRMAN AND VICE CHAIR AND I'M THE QUEEN OF THEM OKEEY.

LIKE ON GHOST LIKE THAT.

DATE: 23 JUNE 09

aryte due to what happen yesterday and my post was fully occupied till there no space for me to share what happen yesterday. ferst meet Shi Jie, Dion, Khairul, Fazli,Sofea and Phoebe. we met for some dicuss bout tomorrow. want know what is it. the big day and my best day is here. want know wait for my new update lah okeey. hahas. was plan to meet at 12 in the afternoon outside banquet and know what usually the girls will be the one that late but now is the opposite the guys come late. see clock 12 'o' clock alreday den want go out from house receive called from Shi Jie and he say he just woke up. pffftt. with the sleepy voice. so sms Khairul and say he just bout to put on cloth. so meet Sofea and Phoebe ferst luckly they on time. half and hour i think they arrived so go Mac since Shi Jie want eat and i was hungry too. while eating know what. i saw him. urrrgggghhhh. so shocked because i never thought i would meet him. hahas. so happy but never show only insede god know. see i'm not desprate right? hahas.

den we head Sheng Song want buy some stuff but bye-bye to Shi Jie he don't follow. and very funny things happen. Dion ur are the joker lah. haha. here the story began.

• we go into Sheng Song pick that pick this find this find that and all done.
• check list yes we got all we wanted.
• meanwhile while me, Sofea and Phoebe looking for something, due to don't waste time the guys help search other things we need.
• and Dion he get this big BlueBerry syrup and it look like a bleach for cleanning floor and toliet.
• so Sofea asked : why eu took this aren't this bleach?
• Dion with shocked face answer: huh? i thought blueberry syrup Khairul asked me took this and he say this the one.
• Khairul add on (with inocence face) no i never say that eu took that urself
• Dion was super blur and blank.
• so i stop the jokes that they tried to do and say: look ! it written here BLUEBERRY SYRUP and you are right they just want trick you.

then all laugh. LOL. very funny ba. that what classmate are uh. and Dion we didn't mean anything. that ya eu willing to acoompany us

PS: there no photo since all was super busy. but we really have fun. thanks guys for helping me up okeey. aryte gtg now see ya soonXD

DATE 22 JUNE 2009

hello ! was so tired yesterday ba that why there no post. hahas. well yesterday nothing intresting that happen anyway. hahas. okay. hot news . again that this person i don't lah who and i aslo don't know what his intention and what he/she want from me. maybe he/she found me much popular den he/she is. hahas . FEELING ! okeey . serious now and joke a sight oupps. i think this line belong to someone huh? hahas. lend for a while okeey . MR Tang. okay there some wrote this at my tagbox and i just found out today. and as you notice my tagbox is missing. hahas. well will change a new want lah much nicer and clean. hahas. so sorry because all your taggie will be gone due to the old taggie is not i made one and the person make my taggie forget the username and password so with help from my cousin she make a new one for me and soon will put it back okeey. ouh ya back to the HOT NEWS.

read that been highlight in green. i don't know who he/she is and what is he/she problem with me. but i don't care and don't gave a damn. i just want to said this to all SPAMMER. YOU GUYS ARE JUST LOSSER THAT CANNOT SEE OTHER HAPPY AND YOU DARE TO SPAM BUT DON'T DARE TO WROTE YOUR NAME. why uh ? but i know that spammer not all are bad to me the real spammer is someone that dare to put their name. it show that you are telling a truth story and ofcoz i give eu a thumb up and a thank you because eu tried to change me andwant me to stop on they way i are and it shows that eu are unhappy with they way i are. and i will be gald and keen to change and tried my best to make you and everone happy. because we all are human we are born to approach each other if they did wrong but if you using sapm to approach other mistake and wrote infront of all view is not a clear story and it is fake and i don't who eu are how can i just kept quiet i have pride people. just put urself in my shoe if someone approach you infront of whole people do you like it ? no right.

why can't you talk to me nicely and personaly atleast i will be fine and as i said earlier that i will put all my fully efford to change and stop other from hating me and the way i are .i'm not god okeey. so please if you really not happy with me telll me personally and i will be gald to heard from you. maybe eu been keeping it for so long but this not the right way. i really have no time to fight back because if i did i'm just the same as the spammer. and if from ur eyes i am a DESPO then i can't ur mind because eu are just worst than me . a if i'm a DESPO i will have lots of guys and been changing guys all the time and a DESPO don't keep feeling to someone for four years. a DESPO also will not tell or said her/his feeling to someone that they have a crush on. but i don't if you like that. if true that i so desprate of him i will sure pt poster tell everyone that i loved him. that what DESPO do and DESPO will beg the person he/she loved to be he/her steady and did i ever do that. i think you have the answer.

DATE: 20 JUNE 2009

(two day after rebond !)

time check 8.10. still got 20 minute left. will make a quick post. alryte today i got tution as usually and luckly today no need babysit can wake up a bit late. so many things happen recently but luckly i can overcome it and go through it. give urself a thumb up ! Aishah. and ya yesterday was out from afternoon till night. ferst go Pani since aunty and cousin asked to follow. also with aunty friend and her two daugther. take stuff that aunty have order and den need wait for the make up people to come since aunty freind daughter need to some make over like that ba. and know what wait for about 2 to 3hrs sia for the make up people to come. not only that they alreday come late need wait for them to do the make up on their model take 2 to 3hrs again and end up all done at 10 plus. take bas since we wanted have our supper at Hougang coffee shop there. eat fried rice since i never had rice for the past 3 days i think. hahas. den when done we take cab home. yiiippeee ! reach home see clock was late and don't think mummy allow to on comp and was tired too. that why today then i post. okeey lah i need go watch my Malay Drama lah that why need off bit early today. okeey. see a see you

(yesterday)