ESPECIALLY FOR YOU GREY

it been two days since you left me. left me alone and left me with the loneliness. flash back all our memorise we had. someone that change my life someone that teach me how to care for other and to be a responsible person. and i really adore her. you came with brigthness that shine the house and cheriss with your present and cuteness. and cover my loneliness that always fear me and bright every single day, make me look forwatd to see you everyday when i open my eyes. the noisy you always made, it may be irritating but that make me wake up my day. i really adore you more than everthings else. and now you're gone and my life start again with pain and loneliness. every night, the past two days after your gone before i slept all the memorise of you flashback and make me drop my tears. but i thought the next days the memorise of you will gone but i was wrong instead, it really hurt me the next morning when i woke up. the path, place and everywhere i pass it remind me of you and it really pain whenether the flashback start and again tears drop.

what the used of big house, wide lenght if it full of boredness and full of pain. i really miss you. we are so close and we will always be close forever and ever. it really hard for me to let you go but i have no choice i just can't do anythink and can't go against the fact that you are gone forever. only memorise that we had once that stayed. after you gone i was all alone in the darkness. i felt scared, hurt, how i wish you were there and bring the shine to overcome the darkness and make it bright again. i always thought, did i ignore you when you were around and miss you when you are gone. the fear always come and chase me and it make me scared inside alone in the darkness without you. i miss your hug, your smell, your adoreness and every single thing you do.

how i wish i can turn the time back and make used of every second a precious day with you. how i wish i can bring you back as before. this is your home, a place you should stay and place you should spent with me. i really want you to bright the house and gave the shine back in every single days i woke up. but i know it won't happen. i will not forget you either kill you and every throw you from my heart. you will forever in mind and forever will stay in my heart GREY ! i really loved you. you are just and cats/pets but you really mean to me and been a special friend for me. to me you are not just a cats but a friend that i always share my tears and story even you can't reply back but i know you heard it very well and understand me. thanks GREY ! thanks for everthing you have done.

i will visit you soon but it still will not be same as you were here, GREY but it rather better than no meeting you at all. we may be far apart but our heart will always close. we may not be able to spent time together but memories will make us to remember each other. i pray you are happy with your new home and don't forget me ok. take care GREY and I REALLY LOVE YOU and will forever love you.