was too tired yesterday. that why no update. well whole day was at home actually. hahas. lazy blog ba. waiting for Shi Jie now. we going Bugis. he said meet at 12.10pm at Compass Point but last minute he text said he going be late. zzz. meeting Choon Yong too. to take my money that he borrow. hehe. but cannot hang out so long with them cause meeting my cousin later for SHOPPING ! yeah.. we plan to shop at Bugis den Town. ok will update more tonight maybe, if i'm not tired if not maybe tomorrow ba. there big question trouble me now : is he avoiding me?

after a long busy one week i'm out from that hell. was busy rushing for assignment here and there. but all subject done accept for PIE which is this coming Tuesday but i'm still not ready. well March holidays is coming i can smell it. hehe. but maybe going work got money:P as usually no matter how many money i have it won't be enough for me. zzz.. but hell start after holidays this time is theory. but well actually i prefer theory than practical. four days of working at EXPO was awesome we did make quite a number of sales. but as usually to our Boss it is not enough. hahas. well it over ba. so heck care him. cos me and my cousin is trying we are WORKING not SLEEPING !

i think i did quite well for all my Practical assignment. hope to get all A's. well i study like crazy so will get the credit ba, but don't be too over-confindent Aishah. hehe. POINT NOTED. it alreday 2 months i been in ITE, time really moving super fast so must treasure every time i had. realtionship with new classmate was ok but there still that's some that heaven feel the bond. well class outing coming up soon hope we can really bond, as we only got less than a year before we graduate from OB. ok till here. someone ask meou but don't know want go or not. zzz.. see ya.

PS: I FOUND MY TWIN SOUL. but i won't put lots of hope on him cause i win't want to dasapointed later:D lets time and nature that place.

wanted not to blog today but will be away for 4days so better blog. i'm not going oversea but will be working for the next 4days at Singapore Expo. as usually sell those malay women staff. they got a booth there and well i was called to help. so will be starting tomorrow all the way to Tuesday. hope it will be fine. got swimming test but i did not swim was lazy actually but teacher nvr nag either angry because it optional. but see the rest of my classmate swim was fun and they really have fun. but i don't regret it i just feel happy to see they bond as a class. got O-Level Math today but never go. maybe next week. go back secondary school to accompany my classmate take their testi and cert. today also got plan there an outing with my cousin i just don't why today i reject all offers. maybe due to tomorrow. that is why i'm pray really hard that tomorrow won't be a hard time. yesterday was busy revise for CVS test for today that why didn't blog. but no point study still paper cannot do. i don't think i can get top again. but i did my best. ok lah i lazy to type plus i'm starving. going to eat den maybe sleep. i want sleep early so tomorrow will be a fresh morning. will update 4days after:D

yeahh.. atleast feel abit better. done with my CSV script. only need revise for Fri CSV test will do it tomorrow ba as tonight want sleep early. almost late for school today. thanks to the bus driver drive super slow. but well that not an excuse. but i manage to be on time just a bit late. luckly Ms Leng (CA and OSA teacher) did not nag. but she did nag about other things and she was really mad and upset with my class till she said maybe she cannot take us for the one year. she really cannot stands us. was sad lah, eventhough she always nag she still a nice CA. no CA is like her. she like our mother she do everything for us but what we gave her is shits. i really pity Ms Leng. i just hope my class will take today lesson as a lesson for them to learn their mistake and don't take things for granted because you will regret it someday. reach home at 5pm. actually today end at 5pm but LLA teacher always release early so we end at 4pm. cousin come and help her on her CPA coursework. hahas. i did that alreday lah. hehe. it really fun lah. well thought of meeting my beloved cousin too today. i really miss her and there's so many things i need to share with her. zzz... but whenever we plan to meet end up did not meet. how to meet..when i end early she end late, when i end late she end early. zzz.. but maybe meeting her tomorrow but not comfirm yet. so many AGENDA i have for tomorrow. zzz.. will try to manage my time. ok lah i done for today:)

urghh.. there assignment on CVS which i still heaven done. don't feel like doing. but i did my cover letter for LLA and yeah my assignment for LLA is done. job advertisment is printed, resume alreday typed and cover letter also typed. but i still not confident to submit yet. well maybe i will show my tuition teacher to check and also ask my beloved English teacher. but there's still four assignment not done EFC, CSV, OSA, PIE. will do it really soon. school was fine as usually very sleepy in class but i did not sleep. yeah PIE learn make-up, quite boring actually but i did learn something, going buy new make-up soon. yeah SHOPPING?! hmm.. going spent again.. maybe this time should ask mummy paid for it. hehe. reach home at 5 plus bath and eat dinner actually was very lazy to eat but mummy cook chicken rice sia luckly i eat if not really wasted. hahas. after dinner watch drama at SURIA. so many new drama showing it's like more that a month since the last time i see TV. so many changes. i guese i want go sleep lah my eye is super itchy and it tell me that it time to sleep. maybe tomorrow will do CSV assignment and tomorrow need sbmit. haiss.. alryte that all i guese. see ya:D

feel like shouting out load. my brain going burst soon. it just 1 months plus and teacher non-stop giving us EXAM. all the 4 subject same date line to submit the theory and same date for practical. WTH?... so many things need to be done within less than a month. i just feel like running far from here and go somewhere on an island where there's no there. it really awesome man. but i'm in real life now not fairy-tale. haiss.. was early today:D keep it up. only having 3 lesson today but it end at 4. zzz.. after that help my chairman to do the hamper for hamper competition. was really having fun. lols. reach home at 6pm, bath den on comp wanted to eat dinner but the dishes my mum cook don't intrested me so cook maggie..zzzz.. ok lah i don't what to said. that all for today then:)

ok. firstly went to Marina Square today with Joey:D my OB classmate. the plan is to sit at Starbucks but end up we sit at Mac. so never go Starbucks today:( but not that sad cause we really have fun. espcially taking photo using web-cam:D then we shop2 at Marina to help Joey find her valentime gift for her boyfriend but end up she never spent i'm the one spent about 48 bucks. zzz.. i just wanted to safe but whenever i saw things i will sure buy. urggghhh aishah you cannot continue to be this way must change. well i did try but i can't. serious. zzz.. maybe the best why for me is not to go out that the best:)
PS: tomorrow Kelly asking me to go Bugis..wanted to go but.. i scared i will spent again. but i miss her and if i never go she will be upset. zzz.
i bought one dress, 2 skirt at NEWBIE:D ! and 2 bangle. den head to aunty place as i promised her to help her with the shop. was late actually but luckly aunty never nag. hehe. and well i hate being sales girl espcially if there no customer. that really sux man. but luckly i bring my lappy but no conection sia and i also never bring my modem and charger. but luckly the bat still alive till my aunty came back. so don't feel that bored. web-cam and playing games. hehe.. and yeah today there someone with a kind-hearted heart sent me home:D my aunty next shop owners. ok lah i need go bed tomorrow got religion class -.-. see ya.
PS: i will upload photo at facebook ok. too many.

just finshed talk with cousin:D from 8 till 9.30. so many thing we share. since our last time meet. she change school and hope everything going be fine to her. we also share about our future, life and etc. Education is important after lah. no matter how we hate it we still have to bear because it make us suffer now but will make us easy in future. nothing is free in this world and you never get anytink if you didn't work hard for it:D ok enough of nag.. hahas well end school at 12:D no OSA as it change to Thursday. have lunch at school thought want pack but end up ate there. reach home wanted to sleep because was very sleepy and i really lack of sleep. while waiting for babysit at 4.30pm. but was busy doing scholarship till 4.10pm so quickly change and off for babysit. after babysit meet mummy as she promised she will buy me the bag. went Montip to buy two headband, one clip and two rubber band and it cost me 8.70 bucks. well going out tomorrow with ITE classmate but after that still need help aunty at her shop. well i so helpful what. hehe. ok gtg alreday want watch BLEACH and do some stuff on Facebook. maybe tomorrow will not update. see how. see ya:D

i changed my blogsking again..:D! hahas. it took me 3hrs plus just to get that blogskins. well today bring my lappy to school as wanted to do assignment with Shaliati(my mates) but last minutes she said she cannot make. zzzz... so go with Debra and joey (also my mates) as i wanted to have my lunch and they also taking lunch. at first we don't where to eat but after a long thought we decided to eat at East Point as it near our college. we took bas 38 and know what we have to walk to the bus stop with the whether like suuupppeeeerrrr HOT ! when we reach bus stop to wait for the bus, Amirul, Akbar, Andy and Bryan (aslo my mates) at the bas stop alreday and they also going take their lunch at East Point. so we head together. well this is the first outing i had with my classmate i guese and well there's lots plan coming to bond us up. ok i guese i talk alot alreday i also need go to bed tomorrow got SW (P.E.) and need wake up super early. lets the picture tell my thought:D

PS: there's more but there problem with blogger cannot upload. well will upload all at Facebook. those who still heaven make one do make one ok:D

tiiiirrreeeedddd ! slept at 1am yesterday. in school right now:D
4A dinner at Hans River was awesome and i really going miss my beloved 4A eventhough not all present but the fun still there. hmmm.. when will we be meeting again. everyone seem happy with their course they are choosed but as usaully that always complain. hahas. reach home at 11pm. never change either bath staright away on lappy. hehe. wanted to blog but well busy seaching for something till reach mid-night. now got time better blog. today going end at 5pm then tonight i must do the stupid script and handl buy tomorrow. zzz.. and i still got assignment that heaven done. ouhh gohhssss year 2010 going be a f-up time for me. okok gtg teacher want start lesson. see ya soon. photo will upload soon..:D

zzzzzzzzz.... i'm boooorrrrrreeeeddd !
school was okok. no comment. but as usually assignment here and there and there's exam coming up. i really stuck and can't get out of it. and it going to continue till end of this one year so i don't bother to complain just to bear it:) tomorrow got class dinner but don't why i suddenly don't feel like going. i also don't why. well recently i find myself very strange. i don't understand myself, what i want, what i want to do and i can't even know if the decision i made is sincere and really i want or not. sometime i feel down, sometime i feel happy. my mind is really everywear now and it playing a game with me... urggggghhh.. i don't what happen. maybe there's too many things in mind until i become like this. so many thing for me to adjust and etc.. new school, friend, environment maybe be one of the reason it just that i can't see it. i just hoping everything going be fine soon. and yeah Valentime is coming.. and couple must be busy to make something and surprised their love one. how i wish i got someone special now. i would looking forward for that too. haisss... when will god gave me the ONCE chance for me to be with the one i loved... i got someone in my heart now. i really fall for him but can comfirm that we will never be together. not even once in my life time i got to be with the one i really loved and the someone i been wanting. i really sick of this and i'm use to it alreday. no point hoping because it will never happen. alryte going play game in face or maybe watch video. see ya..