zzzzzzzzz.... i'm boooorrrrrreeeeddd !
school was okok. no comment. but as usually assignment here and there and there's exam coming up. i really stuck and can't get out of it. and it going to continue till end of this one year so i don't bother to complain just to bear it:) tomorrow got class dinner but don't why i suddenly don't feel like going. i also don't why. well recently i find myself very strange. i don't understand myself, what i want, what i want to do and i can't even know if the decision i made is sincere and really i want or not. sometime i feel down, sometime i feel happy. my mind is really everywear now and it playing a game with me... urggggghhh.. i don't what happen. maybe there's too many things in mind until i become like this. so many thing for me to adjust and etc.. new school, friend, environment maybe be one of the reason it just that i can't see it. i just hoping everything going be fine soon. and yeah Valentime is coming.. and couple must be busy to make something and surprised their love one. how i wish i got someone special now. i would looking forward for that too. haisss... when will god gave me the ONCE chance for me to be with the one i loved... i got someone in my heart now. i really fall for him but can comfirm that we will never be together. not even once in my life time i got to be with the one i really loved and the someone i been wanting. i really sick of this and i'm use to it alreday. no point hoping because it will never happen. alryte going play game in face or maybe watch video. see ya..