i learned something yesterday. crying is not a crime, cry as long as much you want, but make it a point that you're crying because your heart's suffering. and not crying over someone. whom is not worth of you. something unexpected happen to me. i really wish i can share in details but it's not nice cos it's affected someone. but if you read this i just want said, i'm totally upset & dissapointed of what you've done. & whatever ur doing now ur are hurting me. i can't read ur mind either ur heart, i'm not sure either why you did that but i stress this again ur hurting me badly & the impact is very deep. it's never in my prayers i cried but i did, & yes i really did, not once but twice. maybe you don't feel it now but i believe when the day come you will feel it. but as i said i cried because my hear is suffering there's nothing got to do with you. but i won't hold any hatred in you no matter what you did you once appear in my life & you did make me smile (though there's much of tears) & i'm thankfull to know you. i believe everything happen for a reason wherether it's good or bad, wherether you can see it or not. god know the best afterall. & i adore this & i'll keep saying to myself that one day everything will make sense. for the sake of those who care no worries i'm fine now:) i should be more thankfull cos i'm surrounded with wonderful peeps. especially to my dearest classmate Hui Ting those word above is from her, words that kill the pain & stop my tears. once again sayang(beloved) thank you so much & you know i loved you always..