blog update since i can't sleep & im so fucking bored. well something bad happen to me:( my feet got swollen it been 3 days already. went to the doctor but the doctor can't explain what is the reason cos i didn't fall either hurt my feet but it got swollen. but the doctor ask me to do a blood test. damn.. tat ws my greatest fear ever no choice wnated to run away but mummy was beside me cannot escape. so when to the room was so scred & then it start not even the nurse put the needle in my arm i already cried worst come i cried all the way & people keep staring at me while mummy not stop laughing at me -.- damn... it so fucking pain can't u understand. zzzz... this will be my first & last i!! bad day ever. well the doctor gave me a pain killer feel better & got two day MC but still i feel bad lah supposed to work yesterday & today but last minute have to cancel. im so sorry & i didn't mean it at all. sorry guys those who work today & ofcos to my manger lifang for making u to do extra job. still thinking should i go to work but best not i will just make things worst. my swollen still not gone just the pain & mummy will not only get mad but upset & disappointed. well going rest at home then. lastly before i end this post i think i start to miss my admired & forget my crush.. but this can't be i must stop this feeling cos i already got a crush & i think i miss him more. i'm not kind of person tat will used something new to overcome something old it toally not fair. maybe im just too lonely & u came to cheer me. this feeling must stop. will not text him if he text me & will said to myself he will not text u so don't bother to wait for his text like one dumbass.. alryte going to bed i guese.. nite.

FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWO MY TWO SWEET COUSIN MAY ALLAH BLESS U OK & OFCOS STUDY SMART & MAKE UR PARENT PROUD. STAY SWEET ALWAYS & HEALTHY <3 <3

Wah, seem it seem im having a hetic day last week:( & this week too. so many event coming up. yesterday help uncle on his wedding day b4 got chalet beloved cousin bday & didn't sleep the whole day only got a hour to sleep & need prepare for the celebration:(( & guese what i went to the ZOO last tuesdaywith my best manager lifang, close workmate iffa, joanna & winnie:DD i really have fun though the place is so smell & the whether is hot & rain too we really have fun. esp monopoly deal!! hahas. & not forgetting o bought this cute white tiger bear for him will give him when we meet up. i love you & i miss you badly:(( but well support & concern frm him & him & him make me feel warm. hahas. tks for all ur care & concern & always been there ok:)) this will be my schedule for next week:

Monday: supposed to went for celebration with cousin but she can make so postpond
to Tuesday. so another boring monday -.- hopefully can meet him in
the evening atleast my monday blues won't be that boring.

Tuesday: celebrating cousin bday having lunch at pizza hut den off to movie:)

Wednesday: supposed yo have a secondary school reunion but it seem tat all
can't make as usual some of them just can't give the support anyway
if not bcos of beloved Mrs Norlinda i won't bother to organised
this reunion cos it just wasting my time cos i know they sure will
give kinda of excuse. but no worries with 3 of beloved classmate it
going be a blast outing. Tks Mr Lim Shi Jie, Wong Choon Yong &
Neo Kelly:) we will sure have alot of fun:)

Thursday: will going malaysia with aunty & mummy maybe see how it goes. i
totally hate going malaysia but what i only love is the shopping:DD
will do lots of shopping on tat day haha.s pray hard mummy can make it
so i won't have to used my money. hehe. PS: i always love to got
out with mummy;P

& Friday till Sunday will have to work too many outing money soon
going finish >.<

LASTLY TO END MY POST ENJOY THOSE PICUTRE SINGAPORE ZOO:DD PS: MORE PIC IN FB.

i so sorry once again for not update kinda long. well busy woman now busy working soon busy schooling. O.o 1 more month to school re-open kinda excited at first but suddenly it change. well really pray tat new course, new classmate will be a better one:) went shopping today after helping aunty at her shop. guese what i spent about 160 ++ bucks:/ but i totally like those stuff i bought its totally worth buying. can't wait to wear it. hehe. so many plan coming this March & it just right to get a new clothes at the same. it been a month plus since we met & it been a 13 day we last communicate. im lying if im not thinking bout him but does he really think bout me? am i wrong to have this thought? but its totally not fair if im the one tat text him first either start the conversation -.- but it kills me anyways. well i will try to be fine without him i must & i must. well there's someone in my mind now actually but as what "my sayang" advice don't put high hope. but he just so cute & caring. OMG! is this an admire or.. haiss.. no worries what exprience thought me is just move with the flow & if we met to together we will no matter what. but the wait kills. ok tat all for now. going be very busy all the way till Saturday work plus need go course -.- edurance mood:) here is what happen when there's no customer.