will make a fast post a short as possible off to bed really soon. tomorrow lesson start at 8am but at 6am need to wake up >.< it been already 4 days since school start. orintation for 3 days was so bored. & worst things lesson already start today & there no cute guy :(( higher nitec seem much tougher but i still can't stay focus i still on holidays mood. plus just a day before there's misunderstanding between me & him well it not his first doing this to me. i did force myself to be patience but hey boy! there's always a limit. it's so hurtful. why it so diificult for u just to understand me & one thing i ask frm u please be serious espcially with ur word. What are words, If you really, don't mean them, When you say them, What are words, If they're only for good times, Then their done. & even make me upset u know i was so upset on u but u just act nothing happen don't even bother to comform me. the worst thing & the most painful thing can happen is when someone u really care hurt u:( but i can't said much u not my bf not even a special friend either. but i just want u to know that i really care & i really appreciate ur present in my life & i will try my to give all i can & will always be there when u need. so i really hope u can do the same too. it left a few week before u went for ur National Service & i really want to cherish every single second with u to spent as much time as possible though it's just for a while every second count dear friend. lastly before i end i know it seem long but last word i did miss u thugh u don't miss me. just take care wherever ur.